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Time passes really fast,really fast,really fast!!!!One day by one day had been pass i’m the one who suffer everything and even i,m feeling tired….HAIZZZ!!!!Thing will be change by time but me still the one who feeling tired and tired in each day..even try before cry out but nothing will change me!!!Can somebody can be there by myside to hear what i wanna say….pls,pls,pls!!!!!!I,m really tired and tired!!ME also dont know can stand how long….Hoping someone to lend their ear to me…but if can i feel that i want to suffer on my own!!

Anyone is hoping their sweet dreams come true,me oso had my own sweet dream but i tink will not come true in my life,n i’m tired of thinking it but i really hoping de dream to come true in de real world……izit can?????every nite i can dream of it but i really really hoping tat can come true,am reli silly n crazy!!!

Everything need to be done immediately,but can someone jus gimme a break,i feel i very tired to do such thing!!i had out of power n  not enuf of energy,pls jus jus gimme a break of it!!!!i really need it!!!jus to find a simple place where no one else recognize me n a place where without any stress……i’m really really tired to sometime i can even feel tat i’m going to breaking down,n why when i gt a problem no one can even share wit me i jus keep inside my heart to be silence,even my fren oso wont share of it wit me..Wat the hell of it…….they oni noe how to say ‘if any problem jus let me noe i’ll share wit u’ izit all this bullshiting,pls jus gimme a moment  to silence  even at nite when i sleep i thinking a lot of thing tat really really hunting me,so just leave me alone i’m really going to break down!!!pls!!!

Wat a boring monday(15/10/2007),working but nothing to do…busy in de morning relaxing in de afternoon n evening…haizzzzz ’sien’ nothing to do…….jus sitting here, looking around,jotting around,n even try to surf the net to pass de boring time,but the time going very slow,arghhhhhhhhh,’sien’ arghh,faster faster pass this stupid boring monday!!!i wanna go home sleep to pass the day,trying to find something else to entertain myself but really no use,still very boring,try to jot down few words in my blog but nothing to write……"SEIN","SIEN"!!

Starting from tis day i feeling all the thing around me is really all the stupid shit,the environment,those people tat standing around n walking around,talking around all they doing is really bullshiting,no matter wat they do is all the rubbish is to done by them!!!Nothing to describe of it,all the fucker is walking around  n around  n they make me until very hate of them….feeling them all are talking all the crap!!!!pls lar!!!don make me hate of u all guys espeacially all the those who with the stinky mouth they are talking all the crap tat i don wanna hear of it!!!!Is this call wat bullshiting!!Jus leave me alone pls i dun wanna hear n see anymore,making me feeling very tired of it all those they starting act in front of me,don shit here i feeling very damn shit to hear of all the rubbish they saying??????Dun act those thing tat i don wanna see pls ‘KEEP UR SKIN" n "KEEP UR TAT STUPID STINKY MOUTH SHUT"…

Nothing can be describe of it….feel tat a lot of thing tat still haven’t done properly,cos i’m still in a dark n cold place and still cannot find the bright way to get it out from this pain n emptyness,can someone pls help me!!!!I think tis it is imposibble cos i noe there is no one can help me to solve it,i think i’ll take some time to done it n i’ll hope there is a wonderful conclusion at de end of de story n oso hope tat i can find out tat wat*** thinkingof it.I really,really  try many many time to take a good action to say it out…but i really really cant say it out,i had no such brave to say it out,everytime i wanna say i really really scare had a bad conclusion of it!!So i jus keep it,keep it until i can find the right time n place to say it out,and hoping tat i can find a very very express fast lane to get it out from this dark n cold place!!!!!!